16-Apr-2011

Dear Dom,

It's been 82 weeks today since you passed away.  Life has never been the same for us.  Mummy and I talk about the funny and cute stuff you've done and said.  It keeps a smile on our face to remember the great memories of you.  Yet it's so sad that you are no longer here with us.  You had a unique laugh that puts a smile on our face.  When we were in San Juan Capistrano, we were looking at some horses.  One of the horses started neighing and you were cracking up.  I wish we had a video of you laughing at the horse neighing - so I can watch it over and over again.  I also remember the 1st time I heard you laugh. You had to be at CHOC to get chemotherapy.  Mummy went home to freshen up and get some sleep.  I was taking care of you during the day.  I was holding you in my arms and walking around the room and I slightly dipped a bit (don't remember why) and you started laughing.  It was joy to my ear to hear you laugh the 1st time and gave me hope that everything was going to be OK.

Mummy and I went to dinner last night.  When we came home the fan and light were on in our living room.  It was a nice surprise that you were here with us to visit.  We will always wish you are here with us.  I long for the day when I pass away and join you in heaven.  I want us to be a family again and be together forever. 

As you probably know losing you was so devastating for our family.  Mummy has a hard time coping without you.  I think of you everyday and I talk to you in private when I can.  I try to relive the days when you were here with us and thinking of every day when you were here. 

We miss you so much, Dom.  You are the best and most wonderful son.  You made mummy and I so proud of what you've accomplished in life. 

I love you Dom,
Dad


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Ren Roque
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