Dear Dom,
It's 44 weeks today since you passed away. As you probably know, we're not doing well. It's hard to live without you. We have great memories of you but the pain lingers on each day you're not with us. As we go through life we remember how you were when you were with us.
Today we saw movies at The Block in Orange. We watch movies on weekends to pass time and to help ease our pain. Even watching movies will remind us of how you were - things that you like, say, eat, or whatever. You had so much to offer and we're so glad you turned out to be the best boy mummy and I ever wanted.
This week while watching TV we saw a commercial of Quiznos with cats. You would've liked the commercial and probably laugh like you did when we used to watch cats on You Tube. There's a new movie Cats & Dogs that you would want to see as well.
We will always remember you wherever we are. Each day is painful but we remember the best 7 years when you were here.
I love you Dom and miss you so much,
Dad
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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
Saturday, July 17, 2010
17-Jul-2010
Dear Dom,
It's my birthday today and it just doesn't feel right celebrating without you. It's been 43 weeks since you passed away.
I went for a run in our neighborhood today and I didn't get any signs from you - maybe next time. I've been going to 24 Hr Fitness the last few days with Dave so he can work out as well. You used to get excited when I came home from work and you wanted to go to 24 so you can be with the other kids.
It was a nice warm day today and all I could think of was I wish you were here so we could enjoy the weather with your bike or ATV. We may even be at our house in the desert and swimming in our pool. Or maybe at our pool in Huntington Beach.
I think of you a lot wherever I am. Mummy misses you a lot and she wishes that you are with us. Waking up feels empty without you. I miss every morning when you came to our bedroom. I miss saying good night to you. I miss hearing your voice and telling me how your day went. I miss you looking out the window when you hear that I'm home from work.
I love you Dom,
Dad
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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
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It's my birthday today and it just doesn't feel right celebrating without you. It's been 43 weeks since you passed away.
I went for a run in our neighborhood today and I didn't get any signs from you - maybe next time. I've been going to 24 Hr Fitness the last few days with Dave so he can work out as well. You used to get excited when I came home from work and you wanted to go to 24 so you can be with the other kids.
It was a nice warm day today and all I could think of was I wish you were here so we could enjoy the weather with your bike or ATV. We may even be at our house in the desert and swimming in our pool. Or maybe at our pool in Huntington Beach.
I think of you a lot wherever I am. Mummy misses you a lot and she wishes that you are with us. Waking up feels empty without you. I miss every morning when you came to our bedroom. I miss saying good night to you. I miss hearing your voice and telling me how your day went. I miss you looking out the window when you hear that I'm home from work.
I love you Dom,
Dad
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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
dominicdonations.blogspot.com
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Sunday, July 11, 2010
11-Jul-2010
Dear Dom,
I dreamt about you last night. You were in the shower sitting by the blue stepping stool you used to have in your bathroom. You said hi to me and you sounded how I remembered you. I hugged and you told you how I missed you and that I love you. You were how I remember you.
I also saw 2 birds came by close to me today as I was running around the neighborhood.
I hope these are signs from you, Dom
I live you and miss you Dom,
Dad
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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
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Friday, July 9, 2010
9-Jul-2010
Dear Dom,
It'll be 42 weeks tomorrow since you passed away. It's still very hard to believe that you're no longer with us. As you know, it was mummy's birthday yesterday. It was the saddest birthday she ever had. Mummy and I miss you so much and we wish you're here with us. You made life so wonderful when you were here. Everything was an adventure and everyday was a new day to look forward to.
I went running in our neighborhood yesterday and a pair of dogs came to me. I hope it was a sign from you that you're trying to reach out to me. And today, I saw 3 cats when I went for my run. I try and look for things that could be a sign from you. I wish there was a way I could see you. I want to see your happy face and know that you're safe and ok.
We'll be going to our house in the desert tomorrow to clean up. We had renters from last weekend - the 4th of July. I hope you come and visit us at the desert. We'll probably just be there for the day and come home in the evening.
We visited you at Good Shepherd today and brought you some flowers. I hope you like how the flowers look. It's sad and painful when we visit you at Good Shepherd. It's a very painful reminder that you're no longer with us. I find it more comforting when I talk to you when I'm driving or running. It almost feels like you're listening. Every time I ask or wonder where you are - something comes up like a cat would cross my path or a pair of birds would fly by in front of me or dogs coming up to me.
I miss you Dom and I love you,
Dad
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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
dominicdonations.blogspot.com
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It'll be 42 weeks tomorrow since you passed away. It's still very hard to believe that you're no longer with us. As you know, it was mummy's birthday yesterday. It was the saddest birthday she ever had. Mummy and I miss you so much and we wish you're here with us. You made life so wonderful when you were here. Everything was an adventure and everyday was a new day to look forward to.
I went running in our neighborhood yesterday and a pair of dogs came to me. I hope it was a sign from you that you're trying to reach out to me. And today, I saw 3 cats when I went for my run. I try and look for things that could be a sign from you. I wish there was a way I could see you. I want to see your happy face and know that you're safe and ok.
We'll be going to our house in the desert tomorrow to clean up. We had renters from last weekend - the 4th of July. I hope you come and visit us at the desert. We'll probably just be there for the day and come home in the evening.
We visited you at Good Shepherd today and brought you some flowers. I hope you like how the flowers look. It's sad and painful when we visit you at Good Shepherd. It's a very painful reminder that you're no longer with us. I find it more comforting when I talk to you when I'm driving or running. It almost feels like you're listening. Every time I ask or wonder where you are - something comes up like a cat would cross my path or a pair of birds would fly by in front of me or dogs coming up to me.
I miss you Dom and I love you,
Dad
---
Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
dominicdonations.blogspot.com
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
4-Jul-2010
Dear Dom,
It's 4th of July today. Mummy and I visited you at Good Shepherd. We saw a beautiful butterfly fly around and landed on your Old Glory. I was going to take a picture but I think it got scared and flew away. However, within a few seconds, the butterfly came back and just flew around me and mummy like putting a show for us. Then the butterfly found a friend butterfly and they flew away together. It was a yellow butterfly with the edge of it's wings brown. I believe that's a sign from you.
I love you Dom and miss you so much,
Dad
---
Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
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It's 4th of July today. Mummy and I visited you at Good Shepherd. We saw a beautiful butterfly fly around and landed on your Old Glory. I was going to take a picture but I think it got scared and flew away. However, within a few seconds, the butterfly came back and just flew around me and mummy like putting a show for us. Then the butterfly found a friend butterfly and they flew away together. It was a yellow butterfly with the edge of it's wings brown. I believe that's a sign from you.
I love you Dom and miss you so much,
Dad
---
Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
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Friday, July 2, 2010
2-Jul-2010
Dear Dom,
It's the 4th of July weekend. This time last year we went to our house in the desert. Remember, we bought fireworks and I did our family fireworks show in our backyard? You and mummy were worried sometimes when I tried to re-light fireworks that failed. Even our neighbors were looking over the fence to watch our fireworks.
I wish it was still last year when you were still with us. Every day is hard without you. But everything I see reminds me of you. A kitty, a dog, birds, parks, swimming pool, McDonald's, anywhere. It's comforting to know you enjoyed 7 years with us but sad and devastating that it was a short 7 years.
Mummy and I visited you at Good Shepherd today. We put a pair of OLd Glory and some cones that you like. I hope you saw us and were with us. I try and look for signs that you're around or talking to us.
It'll be a very sad weekend. All the families are going to have fun with family and friends. Mummy and I will try and watch movies to pass time. Our neighbors in Huntington Beach will probably have a block party before each family watch fireworks on Sunday. You and I went to the party 2 years ago and you played on the bouncy with a bunch of kids.
Everytime I think of you I feel a choke in my throat. I do remember most of the happy times we had and I try to hold on to those memories.
I love you Dom and miss you so much,
Dad
---
Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
dominicdonations.blogspot.com
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It's the 4th of July weekend. This time last year we went to our house in the desert. Remember, we bought fireworks and I did our family fireworks show in our backyard? You and mummy were worried sometimes when I tried to re-light fireworks that failed. Even our neighbors were looking over the fence to watch our fireworks.
I wish it was still last year when you were still with us. Every day is hard without you. But everything I see reminds me of you. A kitty, a dog, birds, parks, swimming pool, McDonald's, anywhere. It's comforting to know you enjoyed 7 years with us but sad and devastating that it was a short 7 years.
Mummy and I visited you at Good Shepherd today. We put a pair of OLd Glory and some cones that you like. I hope you saw us and were with us. I try and look for signs that you're around or talking to us.
It'll be a very sad weekend. All the families are going to have fun with family and friends. Mummy and I will try and watch movies to pass time. Our neighbors in Huntington Beach will probably have a block party before each family watch fireworks on Sunday. You and I went to the party 2 years ago and you played on the bouncy with a bunch of kids.
Everytime I think of you I feel a choke in my throat. I do remember most of the happy times we had and I try to hold on to those memories.
I love you Dom and miss you so much,
Dad
---
Ren Roque
(310)990-8252
Donations for AutoImmune Research In Memory of Dominic
dominicdonations.blogspot.com
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