9-Jul-2010

Dear Dom,
 
It'll be 42 weeks tomorrow since you passed away. It's still very hard to believe that you're no longer with us.  As you know, it was mummy's birthday yesterday.  It was the saddest birthday she ever had.  Mummy and I miss you so much and we wish you're here with us.  You made life so wonderful when you were here.  Everything was an adventure and everyday was a new day to look forward to.
 
I went running in our neighborhood yesterday and a pair of dogs came to me.  I hope it was a sign from you that you're trying to reach out to me.  And today, I saw 3 cats when I went for my run.  I try and look for things that could be a sign from you.  I wish there was a way I could see you.  I want to see your happy face and know that you're safe and ok.
 
We'll be going to our house in the desert tomorrow to clean up.  We had renters from last weekend - the 4th of July.  I hope you come and visit us at the desert.  We'll probably just be there for the day and come home in the evening.
 
We visited you at Good Shepherd today and brought you some flowers. I hope you like how the flowers look. It's sad and painful when we visit you at Good Shepherd. It's a very painful reminder that you're no longer with us. I find it more comforting when I talk to you when I'm driving or running. It almost feels like you're listening. Every time I ask or wonder where you are - something comes up like a cat would cross my path or a pair of birds would fly by in front of me or dogs coming up to me.
 
I miss you Dom and I love you,
Dad
 



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