23-Jan-2011

Dear Dom,

It's been 70 weeks since you passed away or about a year and 4 months.  It's still unbelievable that you're gone.  Every day when we wake up it's a sad feeling that you will not be around.  It has been very painful for us since we lost you.  I still wonder if there was anything we could have done to save you.  It's not going to bring you back but I still continue to wonder.  If you can see us or be with us you know that our family is no longer the same.  We are very sad and angry that you're gone.  We miss you so much and every morning when mummy and I wake up we think about you.

We have great memories of you.  It makes us smile when we remember what you used to say.  Like today mummy and I were talking about how you used to say "Sapphie soft.  sapphie nice.  sapphie bites!"   You always wanted to pet Sapphie but sometime she's mean and bites.

Last weekend, mummy and I went to our house in the desert just for the day to swap furniture.  The cat that looked like Rosie was gone.  I thought maybe she'd still be around wanting to be petted and given food.

This week as I was running around our neighborhood, a kitten was meowing loud at me.  It was under an SUV parked by the haunted house. Also I've been seeing streets where kids have chalked - like what you used to do.  I remember the freeways and stop lights you used to draw.  I was so glad that you enjoyed chalking.  I wish I could still see your art work but it's been washed away by the rain.

I miss you so much Dom and I love you,
Dad


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Ren Roque
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