2-May-2010

Dear Dom,

As I was running yesterday around our neighborhood, I was thinking of your whole life.  I remembered when you were born.  The nurse was checking your vitals and cleaning you .  You were holding on to my finger and looking at me as the nurse worked on you.  It was the best thing that I've ever experienced.  I never knew how love could be so great til you were born.  You brought so much life and happiness to our family.

On the day you died, mummy and I held you.  That day is the saddest day of our lives.  You were supposed to get discharged that weekend but your heart stopped - and we'll never know why.  Our family is no longer a family without you.  It's so sad waking up everyday knowing you're not with us.

I try and keep your memory alive.  I talk to you all day long - when I drive to work, when I pass by your room, when I leave the house, when I run, just about anywhere I go.  I hope you can hear me when I talk to you.  I wish I can see all the signs that you're close to me when you are.

I love you Dom and I miss you so much,
Dad




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Ren Roque
(310)990-8252


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