Friday, March 19, 2010

6 Months Anniversary

Dear Dom,

The days leading to today has been very hard.  It is exactly six months since you passed away, Dom.  I can still remember the dreadful moment when I walked to CHOC and saw all the medical staff outside of your room.  I was still hopeful that things will be ok.  I did not realize that you were already gone as I was told by the nurse (with your mum with me) that everything was going to be ok and they're doing their best to take care of you.  We were in shock when Dr Anas came out to talk to Dr Weiner and we heard that he's tried everything but your heart won't beat anymore.  It is the saddest day of our lives.

I wish I could've done something.  But no matter what I think or wish today, the thoughts will not bring you back.  All I have are memories of you - the best 7 years that I ever had.  You made me a proud father.  You gave me hope, dreams, and a reason to live.  I cherish all the seconds that you were here with us.  It is a very short 7 years and it's so sad that you are not here with us. I always want the best for you.  My dreams and hopes have been shattered since you died on Sept 19, 2009.

A lot of holidays passed by since you passed away.  Mummy and I have been through the painful agony of missing you during these holidays.  Life does not seem fair to us at the moment.  We wish you are here and we hope you are ok.

We've been watching your videos and photos to give us comfort.  Nothing will ease the pain but I find it comforting to remember the 7 years of great memories.

I love you, Dom
Dad




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