I miss the days when I came home and Dom would be waiting for me. I always look forward to coming home knowing that I'll take Dom for either a bike ride, ATV, 24 hour Fitness, or whatever.
Last night (16-Nov-2009), we went to St Bonaventure for a special All Soul's Day Mass. The priest was Fr Bruce, who also did Dom's bereavement Mass. It was a painful reminder of Dom's funeral service. We miss Dom so much and our heart breaks every single second knowing he is no longer with us. It's been 8+ weeks and the memories are still vivid from the day Dom passed away.
18-Nov-2009. Went to CHOC Quality Management to discuss Dom's autopsy report. CHOC has no evidence for cause of death. Dom was very sick from Sept 10. I wish there was something I could've done for you Dom. We miss you. We did what we can and your doctors did not know how sick you were.
25-Nov-2009. It's a day before Thanksgiving. We're very sad that Dom is not with us to enjoy Thanksgiving. Last year, we were at Mandalay Bay and spent Thanksgiving with my brother at their condo in Vegas. I wish you were here, Dom. You mean so much to us. We'll forever remember you each day for the rest of our lives.
09-Dec-2009. Had a dream about Dom. Kerrie and I were in bed watching TV at night. Our bedroom door opened and we knew it was Dom. He hopped in bed and Kerrie and I could feel him but not see him. We were all hugging and Kerrie and I were in tears. Dom hopped out of bed and started turning on all the lights... Alarm went off and I woke up
10-Dec-2009. I remembered 2 more dreams or imagination about Dom last week. I woke up at 3 AM and was staring at a portrait of Kerrie and I on the wall. However, it became an image of Dom and I was staring at the image until it disappeared. The next day, I woke up again at 3 AM. Dom was in front of me and we both touched each other by doing a light punch. Dom threw me a line what seemed like a rope and he started pulling the line but I could not get a hold of it.
13-Dec-2009. Kerrie and I were feeling so sad. It's been 12+ weeks since Dom passed away. While we were in tears, the bookshelf light turned on. This was the same light that was turning on it's own for days after Dom passed away. We know it's a sign from Dom.
19-Dec-2009. Today is exactly 3rd month (or 13 weeks) since Dom passed away. Waking up was awful knowing Dom is no longer with us. I had an interesting dream. The Queen of England invited us for dinner in honor of Dom. I was on skis trying to get to the castle while Kerrie was in snow shoes walking with girls (can't remember who). All of a sudden, Kerrie's mom passed me by on skis and egging me to race her - which I did. We got to the castle, passed the guards and I was given a tour. I saw Dom's face from no where and woke up.
New thought. In the afternoon, Kerrie and I went to Home Depot and Target to buy ground stakes, small Christmas tree on a pot, red Christmas garland. We visited Dom at Good Shepherd and put the garland around his lot. We also put a "Let It Snow" holiday sign staked on the ground. We can't believe this is what we have to look forward to. We like Dom to enjoy Christmas and to let him know that he will never be forgotten.
when you look down and see mum and dad crying, don't feel sad we're missing you so much. When you look down adn see mum and dad angry, don't be afraid we feel hopeless you're not here with us. When Mum and Dad are trying to remember the best days of your life, show us a sign that you have a smile on your face. We wanted the best for you, Dom, and we hope you are safe and happy in Heaven. I wish you a Merry Christmas knowing you spend time with God, family, and new friends you've met. I will always remember you every day for the rest of my life and I wish we can all be together again in the eternal life.
It's been 17 weeks yesterday since we've seen you, Dom. Our heart aches everday knowing you are not here with us. It's hard not to remember the last day you were with us. I was not at the hospital when you passed away as I was still on my way thinking that you were going home that day or possibly the next day. I miss you and I wish you were here. Everytime I see a cat I think about you. When the lights turn on by itself in our house, I know it's you. When I see cars that you like I think about you. Everything around me reminds me of you and the good times we've had. I love you Dom and I hope you are safe in heaven.
Dear Dom. It's Valentine's tomorrow and mummy and I wish you a Happy Valentine. We'll always love you where you are and wherever we are. I hope you enjoy the flowers and balloon we got for you today. We miss you so much.
Today is exactly 6 months since you passed away. Mummy and I are still missing you so much. Every morning is eerily quiet without you. We miss you coming into our bedroom in the morning. We miss the sounds you make - listening to your stereo, playing in the backyard, watching your favorite shows, and biking/atv'ing in the neighborhood. It'll be spring tomorrow and we usually plan family activities when you were here. It's hard for mummy and I to plan ahead right now.
I'll never forget the best 7 years when you were with us. It's hard to be happy knowing that you are no longer here. We are hoping to see you and be with you someday when our lives pass on earth. I believe that you are in heaven and I also believe that you come and visit us.
10/26/2009 - Had a dream Dom and I were at Soak City in Palm Springs going down the water slide.
ReplyDeleteIt's been over 7 weeks and we're still in shock that our funny, silly boy is no longer with us. Dom we love you.
ReplyDeleteI miss the days when I came home and Dom would be waiting for me. I always look forward to coming home knowing that I'll take Dom for either a bike ride, ATV, 24 hour Fitness, or whatever.
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Last night (16-Nov-2009), we went to St Bonaventure for a special All Soul's Day Mass. The priest was Fr Bruce, who also did Dom's bereavement Mass. It was a painful reminder of Dom's funeral service. We miss Dom so much and our heart breaks every single second knowing he is no longer with us. It's been 8+ weeks and the memories are still vivid from the day Dom passed away.
ReplyDelete18-Nov-2009. Went to CHOC Quality Management to discuss Dom's autopsy report. CHOC has no evidence for cause of death. Dom was very sick from Sept 10. I wish there was something I could've done for you Dom. We miss you. We did what we can and your doctors did not know how sick you were.
ReplyDelete25-Nov-2009. It's a day before Thanksgiving. We're very sad that Dom is not with us to enjoy Thanksgiving. Last year, we were at Mandalay Bay and spent Thanksgiving with my brother at their condo in Vegas. I wish you were here, Dom. You mean so much to us. We'll forever remember you each day for the rest of our lives.
ReplyDelete09-Dec-2009. Had a dream about Dom. Kerrie and I were in bed watching TV at night. Our bedroom door opened and we knew it was Dom. He hopped in bed and Kerrie and I could feel him but not see him. We were all hugging and Kerrie and I were in tears. Dom hopped out of bed and started turning on all the lights... Alarm went off and I woke up
ReplyDelete10-Dec-2009. I remembered 2 more dreams or imagination about Dom last week. I woke up at 3 AM and was staring at a portrait of Kerrie and I on the wall. However, it became an image of Dom and I was staring at the image until it disappeared. The next day, I woke up again at 3 AM. Dom was in front of me and we both touched each other by doing a light punch. Dom threw me a line what seemed like a rope and he started pulling the line but I could not get a hold of it.
ReplyDelete13-Dec-2009. Kerrie and I were feeling so sad. It's been 12+ weeks since Dom passed away. While we were in tears, the bookshelf light turned on. This was the same light that was turning on it's own for days after Dom passed away. We know it's a sign from Dom.
ReplyDelete19-Dec-2009. Today is exactly 3rd month (or 13 weeks) since Dom passed away. Waking up was awful knowing Dom is no longer with us. I had an interesting dream. The Queen of England invited us for dinner in honor of Dom. I was on skis trying to get to the castle while Kerrie was in snow shoes walking with girls (can't remember who). All of a sudden, Kerrie's mom passed me by on skis and egging me to race her - which I did. We got to the castle, passed the guards and I was given a tour. I saw Dom's face from no where and woke up.
ReplyDeleteNew thought. In the afternoon, Kerrie and I went to Home Depot and Target to buy ground stakes, small Christmas tree on a pot, red Christmas garland. We visited Dom at Good Shepherd and put the garland around his lot. We also put a "Let It Snow" holiday sign staked on the ground. We can't believe this is what we have to look forward to. We like Dom to enjoy Christmas and to let him know that he will never be forgotten.
24-Dec-2009. A letter to Dom.
ReplyDeletewhen you look down and see mum and dad crying, don't feel sad we're missing you so much.
When you look down adn see mum and dad angry, don't be afraid we feel hopeless you're not here with us.
When Mum and Dad are trying to remember the best days of your life, show us a sign that you have a smile on your face.
We wanted the best for you, Dom, and we hope you are safe and happy in Heaven.
I wish you a Merry Christmas knowing you spend time with God, family, and new friends you've met.
I will always remember you every day for the rest of my life and I wish we can all be together again in the eternal life.
It's been 17 weeks yesterday since we've seen you, Dom. Our heart aches everday knowing you are not here with us. It's hard not to remember the last day you were with us. I was not at the hospital when you passed away as I was still on my way thinking that you were going home that day or possibly the next day. I miss you and I wish you were here. Everytime I see a cat I think about you. When the lights turn on by itself in our house, I know it's you. When I see cars that you like I think about you. Everything around me reminds me of you and the good times we've had. I love you Dom and I hope you are safe in heaven.
ReplyDeleteDear Dom. It's Valentine's tomorrow and mummy and I wish you a Happy Valentine. We'll always love you where you are and wherever we are. I hope you enjoy the flowers and balloon we got for you today. We miss you so much.
ReplyDeleteI love you, Dom
Dear Dom,
ReplyDeleteI forgot to write to you 2 weeks ago. Ocean died at the end of January 2010. I was about to clean his tank and he was not moving. I'm sorry.
I love you, Dom
Dear Dom,
ReplyDeleteToday is exactly 6 months since you passed away. Mummy and I are still missing you so much. Every morning is eerily quiet without you. We miss you coming into our bedroom in the morning. We miss the sounds you make - listening to your stereo, playing in the backyard, watching your favorite shows, and biking/atv'ing in the neighborhood. It'll be spring tomorrow and we usually plan family activities when you were here. It's hard for mummy and I to plan ahead right now.
I'll never forget the best 7 years when you were with us. It's hard to be happy knowing that you are no longer here. We are hoping to see you and be with you someday when our lives pass on earth. I believe that you are in heaven and I also believe that you come and visit us.
I love you, Dom.